Thursday, 25 October 2007

Nothing fuels prayer like real need. In crisis even professed unbelievers will try to pray. Despite our accomplishments we all need God. There are some issues we simply can't resolve on our own. The Psalmist wrote: 'And in the night his song shall be with me' (Psalm 42:8 NKJ); 'In the day of trouble I will call upon You, for You will answer me' (Psalm 86:7 NKJ). Sometimes your prayers, whether sung or shouted, are midnight cries for divine assistance meant only for God's ears
- Word for Today

if i could do one thing differently, over the past two years i honestly dont know what it would be. this has been soo amazing, such a blessing, soo much of fun, soo much of stress, soo much of everything. two years could have been two days- it was that dense and that full. and yet it gave back that much of emotion, that much of hurt, of joy, of growth, of love... yes, Lord thankyou for this time. for this place, for these people.
next week it all begins, the beginning of the end i guess. but for this saturday's pc test and next thursday's interview and for the next 4 weeks, i ask Lord- for your blessing, your strength, your wisdom to be on me and everyone i know doing A levels.


11:52 pm

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Sunday, 14 October 2007

Waiting for the rain to stop. Destination: beautiful. Seems that I'm still waiting for the sun - 'Sun' by Mae

Lord, thankyou for being with me. please help me focus, its just another 6 weeks. i hand it over to you, all over again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything


Thankyou Lord, for beautiful music. 'Everything' by Lifehouse.

7:41 pm

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Friday, 12 October 2007

i hate this. i hate vulnerability. i hate the way the things we despise in others around us, we unconsciously adopt in our defenses. i hate the way we jump to conclusions. i hate the way we condemn our parents for the mistakes they make and we make those same mistakes with an ignorant vengeneance. i hate the way pride is often masked by independence and self-confidence. i hate this word 'hate' that encompasses so much more than we give it credit for and so we overuse it; because as teenagers italicizes, expletives and excessive punctuation are necessities. not that any of us live on basic necessities.

disliking the whole idea of blogging; needing to get back to my source of peace, to my hope and refuge, my Lord, my king; needing to study...

10:22 pm

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Monday, 8 October 2007

prelim grades- im happy with them, overall. even though minor disappointments in between, i think thats just my ego and it doesnt hurt to have reality ego checks now and again. anyhow- THANKYOU LORD, for getting me through this. thanks for the strength, the wisdom and the peace that passes all understanding.

even though i was getting dry, you refresh me and refill me again and again and again. you make your ways known to me and reveal your love in the rainy days. yes, thanks for the rain Lord. romans 8- we are indeed more than conquerors! yay!

3 weeks till the end and 33/06 still finds time to go out. love/hate/love :)

for the rest of pics, pester me on msn!
oh and class pics came out today. must take a gander, priceless if i say so myself. ahahha will scan later. nights =)





11:47 pm

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Monday, 1 October 2007

stole this from lizzy, immediately post-prelims we all looked so happy! here are some more : http://thisismifa.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!546DD60EC64FB926!755/
love 33/06, love love =)


12:13 am

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